Hey!

Remember that one person you tought you couldn't live without? Look at yourself now, living and shit.

Remember how it feels like when you had someone to hold your hand whenever you feel sad? Remember that one person who wants to do anything to make you laugh? and he did?
Remember that one person? The one that never get boring when you tell 'em the same story over and over again?
Remember that one person that makes you who you are now? That person who broke your heart so badly and you can't stay mad at them for so long? it feels like you still have a feeling for them, not enough to want them back but enough to make it hurts, remember how it feels like? It's just another random story that makes me want to post it on my lovely blog.

It feels like we were always meant to say goodbye but always meant to be together. Confusing, right?
It gets more complicated to look at your heart that has a bunch of wounds and you still can't hate them.
Maybe one day someone would walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else, maybe. But does it mean a thing to you now? when all you can remember  is he was the sweetest memories you ever had. It's not like you want them back, not even at all. It just how you miss the memories, not the person. Pretty complicated, right?

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but that's life. and sometimes, you just gotta sit down and enjoy the rollercoaster.